Trust

I do not feel like I can trust anyone. I feel like being an atheist, then I have a real reason not to go with my mom to the church where people do not care. Nobody from the church contacted me about how I am, or cared to invite me out after my friend died, they did not even contact me about praying for her. I feel like this whole good image thing from the church I attended was a lie. I am not willing to be around even more fakers than already exist in the real world, if I want to meet fakers, I will meet them out there in the real world and learn from their disrespect. My mother is pushing me to be atheist by trying to run my life.